There Is A Time...

This past week marked an odd experience in the career of any teacher, and I prayerfully hope I never have to experience it again in the future. We found out that on Saturday, March 26, one of our first graders, the daughter of one of our second grade teachers, died mysteriously in her home on the couch after complaining of abdominal pain and laying down to try and sleep it off. http://madyson-williams.memory-of.com/photos.aspx On Thursday, the day of her funeral, we had our own memorial ceremony at the end of the school day. I unfortunately didn't get to attend because some of our students had to stay in because of behavior, but my students came in crying and emotional like I never though possible. Most of them didn't know Maddie or Mrs. Williams well, but for me to say that my homeroom is usually heartless is an understatement. They typically laugh at anything which borders on emotion or heartwarming. (For example, I showed a video of "The Little Match Girl" at Christmas to all the classes....my homeroom laughed when the little girl freezes to death at the end. The other classes all cried like normal human beings, but not my kiddos!) But they were uncharacteristically moved by compassion and sadness for Maddie's family. We played a song by Mandisa over the loudspeaker called "He is With You" based on Ecclesiastes 3:1-8. Though being a science teacher I often get the open-ended questions which I can answer with "because God made it that way," I had an unusual opportunity to share His word, and I was going to take it. If the state of Texas wants to start getting rid of teachers, I'd rather give PAISD a good reason to let me go than to have them have to fish for it! My students loved the song and having noticed that I was singing along, asked if I knew who sang it, etc. I opened the discussion quietly with, "Did any of you know that the lyrics of that song are based on a book from the Bible?" A few said yes, but most shook their heads. So I told them that they are words that come from the 3rd chapter of Ecclesiastes. I have one little boy who keeps a Bible in his desk to read during D.E.A.R. (Drop Everything And Read) so he can ask me questions about the Bible , and he immediately pulled his out of his desk so he could look it up. The other kids kept asking if they could read it when he was finished, so I asked them if they would like me to read it aloud to the class. All of them nodded eagerly and said yes, so I had one of the kids get the Bible off my desk so I could read it. After reading, the conversation proceeded to my translating the meaning from NIV to more kid-friendly language and ultimately ended with me sharing the gospel and the ABCs of accepting Christ. That lasted for 20 minutes until the bell rang (to which all my kids went, "Awww..."). Then the kids that come to my room to wait for the bus wandered in and the discussion continued for another 45 minutes! What an amazing gift for me in the midst of a year of my life filled with doubt, anger, and anxiety! The verses in Ecclesiastes had me thinking about God's purpose in Maddie's death. First, I know very clearly from his word in Eccl. 3:2 - [There is] a time to die. Second, many times an early and humanly unexplainable death is sometimes God's way of saving an innocent child from a horrible attack by those who follow Satan and his ways. A dear coworker shared a story similar to this which helped speak this truth to me, and I am so blessed by her open heart! Third, going back to Eccl. 3:7 and using the words of Mordecai from Esther, "[There is] a time to be silent and a time to speak" and "If you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance will arise...from another place...And who knows whether you have not attained royalty for such a time as this?" I only claim royalty for myself because I am the daughter of the Most High and the King of Kings, but let me say that I knew in my heart He opened up the door for me to share His Word and His Truths with my students that day, which would have not been the case in the moment had He not chosen to take Maddie. My heart cries for the difficulties ahead for her family, but what a time for Him it was! I was blessed with the time to speak and not be silent! Though I may never know what seed He planted during those times, He was clearly at work in the third grade. My two coworkers both had the same blessed opportunity I did, though they shared different scripture, the outcome of His was the same. We all agreed - let us face the wrath of the state of Texas, because to have remained silent would have been far worse! For all of Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 click below: http://www.blueletterbible.org/Bible.cfm?b=Ecc&c=3&v=1&t=KJV#top