Still recovering...

And I still feel like pooey...but I know it will be worth it in the end. I think I'm starting to get my sense of smell back, but unfortunately that comes with that 'sick' smell/taste...so I think I'd rather it be back the way it was!

The things I miss the most?

• My sense of smell


• Hot showers


• Spicy food


• My own bed


• Sleeping!


• Laying down flat


• Exfoliation! (I can't wait to scrub my face again!)

Mom's been way too good to me though; I know I'm a terribly whiny patient. Dad's taking me to my post-op tomorrow so I'll let everyone know how that goes!

Post Surgery

Thanks for all the prayers and support this week! It means so much to know I have so many people that care about me.

So far so good - I'm not in much pain, and ironically the pain has more to do with my limited sleeping positions rather than the actual procedures.

The official diagnosis: chronic frontal sinusitis, chronic ethmoid sinusitis, chronic spenoid sinusitis, deviated nasal septum, turbinate hypertrophy, chronic maxillary sinusitis

So for the run down of the procedures: septoplasty, bilateral frontal recess clean out, bilateral total ethmoidectomy, bilateral sphenoidectomy, bilatera maxillary ostea enlargement with antrostomy, ME/TRF - Landmark - bilateral turbinate procedure

Sounds like fun right? The procedure took him about two hours because once he got in there things were actually worse than originally anticipated, which didn't really surprise me at all considering I've been dealing with my gnarly sinuses for 31 years.

So far I don't have any bruising on my face, just one nasty one where the IV was because she couldn't find a good vein. I think that was the most painful part of the whole procedure! (But it could just be the Vicodin I'm on now blocking the pain!) I have to wear a 'mustache' gauze because my nose is still bleeding, but not bad. Just enough to be annoying. I can't bend over at all so that's made eating fun since I can't really see my face or my lips, and my neck is pretty sore because I think I'm over compensating by holding my muscles too tight. I have to sleep on my back with my head elevated, which is not comfortable at all, so I really only sleep in one hour increments.

Overall I think it went really well. I didn't expect to feel like doing anything for a few days, but I'm already tired of being cooped up and limited, though with my 'mustache' I definitely won't be leaving the house till my post-op appt on Wednesday.

Baptist Hospital was great. Other than the initial meeting with the pre-assessment lady (who I reported to registration yesterday when all my paperwork from the pre-assessment turned up missing!) everyone was amazing. I'm definitely going to be writing to HR to sing their praises. I was so scared by the time I got back there that I was in tears, and they were really comforting and helpful.

Here's to being able to breathe again in the near future!

Home Sweet Houston

So, I just realized I never posted that I accepted a new position teaching Reading Resource at Garfield Elementary in Pasadena, TX, which means I moved! (OK, so those of you who read this know already since I posted on FB, but I figure I should keep the blog as current as I can!)

It's been a little less than 3 weeks since I moved, and I have to say I love my apartment! It's so quiet even though it's right off a highway, and it's pretty much in the middle of everywhere! I'll have to post some pics once I finish getting everything squared away; still have a few Goodwill boxes around an some pictures to be hung. But I'm pretty much settled in.


Good thing too since we start in-service MONDAY! I got to see my classroom yesterday and see my campus beyond what I saw at the interview. Love it! It's huge - we have over 900 kiddos! I'm in room 6 :) I'll be posting pics of my room soon too - I have a door and WINDOWS!!!



Thought I'd share some pics I've taken around the apartment of the community pets. There are ducks everywhere around here since we're right off a private lake (my building is right on the lake!). These are the ducklings we have right now with Momma. According to the other residents of my building, she started out with 12, but right now we're down to 8 :( There are several small flocks all over the place, but Momma and babies stay between buildings 18, 19, and 20. (I'm in 19).

This is the first morning after I moved in when I went for a walk. This is across the sidewalk from my apartment.

In case you are wondering, you can fit 10 ducklings inside of a medium sized Tupperware container, without the lid ;)

These are the babies as of a few days ago. They are growing so fast :)

The things we miss...

I guess it seems silly that it's hitting me this hard, but I really miss my little Paisley. It's so hard not knowing exactly what was wrong with her, and having had to give her back because I knew I was not stable enough to put another dog down only three weeks after I lost Midget. But these last few months when I've been home by myself, really made me wish I would have fought harder for her. So I wanted to post the few pics I have of her in memory of my sweet little girl.

Capturing Kid's Hearts

Despite the negative outlook of having to give up a week of my well earned summer vacation, I was somewhat looking forward to the Capturing Kid's Hearts retreat with my coworkers. Vidor ISD was big on it when I was there, and I was excited to have the opportunity to get to attend, even though again, I was slightly bitter because it was in the summer, and work-related anything was not what I wanted to be thinking about after the year I'd just barely completed.

But it was definitely worth it. I didn't expect it to be so heartfelt and emotional, but again it was a room of mostly women, so I shouldn't have been surprised. By the end of the three days, I had a totally knew perspective of how my classroom should have been last year and the many places where I could have really changed the dynamic of my room by employing very logical and loving techniques. The object wasn't to change the kids, but to change my approach to the classroom environment and my daily attitude in general.

As our trainer, Karen, continued to remind us, CKH isn't a Magic Pill to fix all our problems, but an amazing tool which makes negatives turn into positives when used correctly. I certainly have a lot to think about right now, both personally and professionally.

Getting Ready for Grad School

My first book for my first graduate class arrived this weekend! My first class is in mediation which is required by all MEd degrees at ACU. I was a bit disappointed that I couldn't get it cheaper on my Kindle than the traditional book price, but at this point, cheap definitely trumps technology (the irony being this is an ONLINE degree).

I logged on for the first time today to start my online orientation. The technology nerd in me cries out, "This is so cool!" I like taking classes in pajamas and not scaring the people sitting next to me! I'm really excited to see how I fair having to time manage myself as far as my education. As someone who definitely needs structure and deadlines, this should prove very interesting. But since this is something I've wanted for several years now, the motivation is definitely there.

My start date is June 27. Should be interesting to see how this all plays out! Here's to the MEd class of 2013!

OMG...What a Year!

Well, 2011 has not been good to me, but I still know that God is in control. Even if I don't understand why I have to face the things that I have to face, I know He has a purpose. But I won't lie; that only makes it tolerable, not easy.

Along with an intense and trying year as a 1st year teacher, I lost my best friend to a collapsed trachea and congestive heart failure. It sounds silly I'm sure, but I still fight (nearly two months later) to find a way to exist without Midget. She was my best friend for 17 years - I can hardly remember a time when I didn't have her. Even when I lived away from her, I always knew she was there. I would go home to visit my family and cry when I left because I had to leave her behind. I found this amazing website that has made me custom jewelry from her paw print, so she can always stay with me (http://www.4pawsforever.org/pages/custompaws_gallery.php). But every day, I still expect to come home and see her sitting in her chair, waiting for mom and me to get home.

Then I met Paisley, a yorkie mix at the Beaumont Animal Services. She was 5 months old and adorable. It took a few days, but I adopted her and brought her home. I fell in love, but knew that she was sick. I couldn't get her to eat, and she drank bowl-fuls of water at a time. When I took her to the vet, he wouldn't check her for parvo, but did diagnose her with a rare parasite common for dogs in poor health conditions. He gave her a B-12 shot, so she ate a few meals, but still couldn't keep the medicine or any food down. Diarrhea and vomiting for a few days...and then I called Animal Services to find out that they had an outbreak of parvo. And Paisley was showing all the signs.... I ended up making the decision to take her back and let them test her...but they pretty much told me that she probably had parvo. I never did find out...I had to leave her there for fear of having to make the choice to put another dog down less than a month apart. But now my heart is broken because I've lost two so quickly.

Which means no pets for me for a while. I'm still struggling to deal with it.

But there are several upsides to this year....well, two, I guess. One, I finally got into graduate school! Yippee! Two, I found out that next year my principal is going to allow me to go back to teaching special education! I'm hoping at this point my year will start to turn around!